My day started off with all the feelings described above: failure, inadequacy, insignificance. It ended with me sitting on the couch alongside my family, drinking champagne, eating pizza and laughing hysterically at Friends re-runs, while my beautiful baby girl lay sleeping peacefully in the next room. At the same time, only 2 blocks away, another mom, who through the lens of objectivity was living the perfect life, chose to end her life…